context for anyone who hasn’t seen this: the teenagers are queer & trans, Augustin is 30ish, this is meant to be a comment on the ~generation gap, not on the validity of the term or who is/isn’t allowed to use it!
Ask me again how the story should go. How much the underbelly of my garden held to bring forth spring, how much hunger I had to devour to get the sweetness I wanted from it. Did this devouring frighten you? I frightened myself in how much I promised to tell you if you asked me again about the water the water the water. What errors I made calculating the downward trajectory of memory rattling loose in the inhale, sharp in the shoulder blades exhaling like wings or whales or swizzles of light. Ask me again what I offered as a sacrifice to the rooster crowing his betrayal of morning. Forgiveness, what a sharp blade I press my body hard against.
In the Animal Garden of My Body, Marci Calabretta Cancio-Bello
it’s that time of year again fam! mutuals – I’m gonna try and send out Christmas/holiday cards in the next couple weeks, so hmu if you want one or if your address has changed since last year!! love u!!!
